I had the best birthday and am getting into bed a very happy girl. I went to a cute little town next to where the beach condo is and we walked the shops, got lunch at a very cute outside restaurant, I had Lobster Salad roll and it is soo good down here. So, then my son wanted to get me something special so my hubby came up with this plan for me to go to the jewlry store and pick something out and then tell the guy I want it and to try and sell it to my son for me. So I went in and picked out a beautiful blue topaz ring. Then I went and got them in another store and they went to go shop in there for me.  The guy showed my son the ring I had picked without telling him I picked it and he said "My Mommy will love that ring". So they wrapped it up and he came running out of the store to give it to me with a HUGE smile on his face. It was the cutest thing I have ever seen. He tried all day to make my birthday special for me and he is 4. He is so sweet. My&nbs... [read more]

 WOOOHOOOOOO!!! I feel like this woman:   I am finally going to move to California. I know, I was suppose to move there weeks ago but I had a couple personal issues that had to be resolved. But I'm still moving! Now, the only down part about the move is that I might not be online as often as I usually am  But I promise I will find time. I will keep working hard like I have been and I will not forget about anyone.    My current goal: Do what I have been doing. Keep raising money so I'm as close to my goal as possible. My birthday is January 26 and I want surgery in December so that I am healed to celebrate my birthday! Which means that I'll have to hit HOF by October, which is practically next month!  Good luck to the girls on the CTG list! And good luck to every other girl on this website. What is the key ingredient to success on MFI? NEVER GIVING UP       XOXO   Donations - $4,748 Messages - $1,329 Total - $6,077 B... [read more]

 Happy Tuesday to ya'all.... So today I took my youngest son to the park. It was wicked hot and humid today..... not to bad if you are in the shade with the breeze, but the second you are in sunlight and there is no breeze you feel like a pig on a spit fire! It was a fun time. I wanted to go early enough so we could get home before it got too hot ;)  So the reason for my topic is this...... since I have had these wonderful implants (which I totally love and can not stop touching or looking at) I have had alot of mixed reactions... I get alot of the "nice check her out" the wife hitting the hubby saying "stop staring" it's even funnier when hubby is with me cause no one wants to look directly at me its the stare at the corner of the eye type thing LOL  I think alot more women/girls check me out.... maybe cause they can get away with it haha that and I'm more prone to show and let another women see the girls and touch them rather then a strange man. T... [read more]

so im feeling very relieved and excited for a ton of reasons and since i wasnt up to anything really ... except watching Bad Girls Club on tv (which i LOVE!) i thought i would write a little update for all of you! well to start off.. my account review has already started.. it began the 28th so that's super exciting because this means im REALLY close to actually setting a surgery date.. i seriously cant even explain how excited i've been throughout this whole process of waiting lol! usually im a very impatient person but just knowing that this is really going to happen makes waiting pretty exciting for once! im not really sure how long the account review is though so if anyone DOES know i would love if you could give me an idea.... thank you :D umm besides that i've already told you multiple times about my new job that i've been at now for almost a month which has been going really good so far and it definitely keeps me busy and productive! i had to take a "smart tan" test b... [read more]

HEY MFI. I KNOW I HAVE NOT BEEN ON IN A WHILE AND I HAVE BEEN LETTING THIS SLACK, BUT ONCE AGAIN MY BAD LUCK HAS RETURNED. PLACES I LOOKE AT IN VEGAS WERE HORRIBLE. SO I HAVE TO GO BACK AGAIN. I DO NOT FEEL WELL AND NUMEROUS OF OTHER THINGS THAT ARE GOING WRONG IN MY LIFE. I TRY SO HARD TO STAY POSITIVE BUT THINGS NEVER COME THROUGH. PEOPLE ALWAYS TRY TO BRING A HAPPY PERSON DOWN.  NOW I HONESTLY BELIEVE THE STATEMENT THAT THE NICE ONE FINISHES LAST BECAUSE EVERYTIME I THINK THINGS ARE LOOKING UP SOMETHING GOES WRONG OR SOMEONE DOES SOMETHING WRONG. I MAY OR MAY NOT BE ON SITE FOR A COUPLE MORE DAYS BECAUSE I AM VERY UPSET. I KNOW THIS IS WRONG TO SAY BUT I JUST FEEL LIKE GIVING UP ON EVERYTHING B/C EVERYTHING I DO SEEMS TO TAKE A WRONG TURN. SORRY FOR TYPING THIS DEPRESSING BLOG BUT ITS JUST THE WAY I FEEL AND I WANT TO EXPLAIN MY ABSCENCE. WELL I AM ABOUT TO GO LAY IN BED. VERY DOWN, CHRYS

I checked my feedback today and I saw I had my first gray one...meaning someone had left the site. Was a sad moment, because I know that there will be no more friendship or any way to say 'hey'. I know you guys feel this alot too, much more since you all have such investments in these relationships too. Just so you all know I wont be going gray on you all ; ).   And shocking fact about me.......Im just too nice of a person. I guess thats a problem for some and a tool for others to take advantage of.  I am who i am, and I treat people with respect and how I would want to be treated, so if thats a bad  thing, well, maybe I just have some not so nice things to say : p ps... This past weekend I enjoyed Cedar Point but my girlfriend seriously scared the living daylights out of me. She even bought this aweful aweful pic of me looking like I am going to hurl LOL. And we did a sexy cocktail girl picture too, old fashioned style.. should I upload it??? AND I bungee jumped... [read more]

Vlog Time!! Valxo  

So today was like any other day.... Except I have been a little more down than my usual bubbly self.. A lot is going on in my "real life" and the temptation of staying in bed all day was almost too msch to overcome. Im having very mixed emotions right now and I wish someone could cheer me up! :( I know, Life happens, but I wish it didnt happen all at once..before you have a chance to solve the last problem another comes knocking at your door. That type of thing. I dont think its cause for prozac or anything, life just gets overwhelming at times, especially when I am surrounded by negativity... I am loving MFI and I almost wish I could crawl in and hide for a week or two! LOL The people here give me a reason to keep trying and the HOF girls show me that there is a light at the end of the tunnel, especially when you are determined! (Like me :) whether it be my MFI goal, or some more serious and short term "real life" goals or tasks(UGH)...I know I can make it ... [read more]

Grrr so today the skies have decided to open after not raining for months barely (how dare it right?!) and so my trip to the PNE I was so excited about has had to be postponed.  So now I will either go on Thursday with my family, or Friday with some friends.  If we go Friday we don't have to worry about going home early because of anyone working, and Cyndi Lauper is playering that night so that could be fun to see as well!  Work has been so strange lately.  For the past couple weeks we have had people coming in and they are obviously casing us, checking out the security and what not.  And then yesterday I told you guys about how those two guys came in and were obviously casing us.  Today another guy came in, a real greasy guy and he talked about how his friends had told him about this really neat store that he had to check out....which is super strange.  They talk about how they are here for addiction meetings, but then say they are from out of town w... [read more]

 Ah mannn. Where do I start? I feel like crap. I LOVE my 'ballooners' they're starting to drop, finallyyy! But they're super duper sensitive...my nipples that is! Just touching them hurts like a mothaaa! I have shooting pains here and there. Today at work I opened the bathroom door with my wrist (I hate opening it with my hand, you know some women don't wash their hands) and I hurt my left 'breasticle'...poor baby. :( Still feeling discomfort, feels like I have knots in my chest. I just can't wait till this feeling is over...I miss feeling normal. My recovery wasn't the usual recovery because of all the problems I had with my meds which made it even harder and made me regret having this surgery. If I knew my surgery was going to be like this...I honestly wouldn't of gone through it. IT WAS THAT SCARY. My pills were too strong I felt like I wasn't going to wake up the next day. It's kind of a killer for me to say this because y'll know I've wanted implants since I was 15 and it's ... [read more]

Heyy so I havnt been feeling well today so i havnt really been on but i am on now for a bit until my benadryl kicks in lol xoxoxo Kelly